Among
other things her son knew too much.
He knew perfectly well the undergoing racket og
Humanity because, with no shadow of a doubt,
he could tell apart the true God from the usurper to the Throne.
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Touch me PLEASE!
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"The eyes
of Enlightment"
Give
everything.
But take nothing back from them.
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Happy
kid, happy parents, but above all
was lucky enough to be born with the right neurotransmitters
Unhappy
kid, love-starved, father awaiting execution by firing squad,
un-motherly mother, world gone crazy around him.
But above all was unlucky enough to be born with the wrong neurotransmitters.
Una Furtiva Lacrima
...
We have been talking about the Outer Holocaust.
Given the imposed emotional mutism of our male-mind cultures
this is often as much as you will see of the Inner Holocaust
caused by
the early desecration of the Lovability Principle of the child.
It may leave the body intact but devestates the Self causing
apparently "benign" neuroses such as anxiety disorders.
In reality there is nothing benign about them because
they inflict to the Self what the Outer Holocaust does to the body
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Or this; what
we used to call in Psychiatry la "Grande Hysterique" with
numerous suicide attempts.
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"We
are born with one thorn in our minds (the Separation).
When death comes most of us will wear a full crown"
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Oh my
God! What are they doing down there?
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"Who
would hear me amongst the legions of the angels if I cry?"
Ranier Maria Rilke
(Try
the nearest mental health center)
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The thinker
(of desperate thoughts)
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Total
Trust
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Still Happy
No antidepressants yet...
"Your
children are not your children.
They
are the sons and daughters of Life's longing for itself.
They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you...
... You may strive to be like them
But seek not to make them like you."
Kahlil
Gibran
What
Gibran is saying is perhaps something like:
DON'T DO THIS! Do not use your baby as a solution to your
problems
-or
like mastic to fix a crack in your broken marriage
"At the age of 31, after struggling
with my beauty and body image since my teens, I finally found
the secret to feeling like a vision when I walk into a room
— and I found it in my son’s eyes. My baby boy
turns his eyes to me and I metamorphose into a goddess. How
in the world could I consider myself anything other than stunningly
beautiful in the face of my baby’s undying love? Watching
my son love me gives me permission to love myself the same
way — without hesitancy, without question, without pause."
[Sailer, A. (2003, May/June). Through the eyes of a child
[Letter]. Organic Style, p. 14.]
Don't use
my glow to bask on it like a basking shark.
Do not appropriate my nascent self, it is not yours -teach
me to return it to whom it belongs, to God.
Do not siphon to your mouth the nutritious yolk of the egg,
the food that God gave me to survive and become human. I am
still an embryo-self mother -or I shall starve to death and
dry up for this life time.
Sorry to hear that your own love-starved mother gave you nothing
and dried you up. And that your father was no more than the
"inseminator on the loose"....He did not even noticed
that you existed, or worse yet, sexualized your existence.
But please don't do this to me mother because although you
seem not to know where I start and you finish I am not you
nor yours....Please spare me mother!
And you "father" listen to this:
They say I'm wrong and I'm heartless
But all along I was looking
for a
father -- he was gone
I hung around with the thugs
And even though they sold
drugs
They showed a young brother
love
From "Dear Mama", a rap song by
Tupac Shakur
Treatment of the Inner Holocaust
Cover of Canadian Medical Association Journal, Vol
178, No 10, 2008
Take
one twice a day and
come to see me in three weeks.
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Take
Tylenol Forte
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I
have tried all of the above!
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Motherhood
A
loving mother
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Unaware, as he is, of his own
sorry state the male-mind had the audacity of broaching the understanding
of the feminine psyche and its theorizing degenerated into a put down
of incomprehension proportions such as: the ludicrous notion of the
female's penis envy -that, of course, makes her a lesser self as we
have already dealt with .(The actress Sharon Stone, when asked if
she suffered from that inconvenience, appropriately responded “I
have enough trouble with what I’ve got.”Furthermore,for
decades of self-congratulation the deformation of the father permeated
psychotherapy under the label of Freud's drive theory, evolving into
a monstrous vision of his children succinctly summed up by an illustrious
psychoanalyst*:
Expressing these technical discoveries in
social terms we can say that the perfectly normal infant is almost
completely egocentric, greedy, dirty, violent in temper, destructive
in habit, profoundly sexual in purpose, aggrandizing in attitude,
devoid of all but the most primitive reality sense, without conscience
or moral feeling, whose attitude to society (as represented by the
family) is opportunist, inconsiderate, domineering and sadistic. And
when we come to consider the criminal type labelled psychopathic it
will be apparent that many of these characteristics can under certain
circumstances persist into adult life. In fact, judged by adult social
standards the normal baby is for all practical purposes a born criminal.
That view handily exonerates the adult, the
father and mother, from further scrutiny. If you start with flawed
material who is to blame if the results are all not too appetizing?
The child suffers because it is bad; the adult is there to make him/her
"good". (Quote from Time here.). A view that replicates
all over the male-mind state: The citizens (the vast majority) have
to be under the survey by a minority (who are "good") in
power. Therefore peaceful rebellion against the oppression of the
male-mind state is noble. What do I care to be able to vote if I have
to half-exist with atrophied emotional and spiritual selves? Would
I call the male-mind state a "democracy?" Of course not!
In "advanced" cultures we live in proto-democracies, democracy
and male mind is an oxymoron. In more primitive ones,well, I rather
be born directly in to a herd of elephants, at least they take care
of each other under the loving supervision of the matriarch and they
can cry when they feel like.
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* Edward Glover, quoted by Alice Miller in
her book Banished Knowledge
"Yep,
you almost exterminated my species but I hold no rancour.
My and your Maker will take care of settling accounts with you.
Until then, I am happy chewing this blade of grass wishing you peace."
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From the Mouths of Babes
Long
road ahead
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Cornered
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Lost
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Stop!
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Abandonado, como
los muelles en el alba
Es la hora de partir
Oh abandonado!
Pablo Neruda
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Holding
on to anything
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Innocence
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A
case of Anoxeria Nervosa?
Or his "adult" brothers are slaughtering each
other for POWER?
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"My
God! My God! Why have you forsaken me?"
Be
it as it may, you are watching the two Holocausts and the
Crucifixion in a single shot.
(No brother, your psychochemicals and knowledge of the brain
will never "cure" this one. Self Knowledge would
-because love happens to be the logical conclusion of Self-Knowledge.
Ever thought about that brother? Or are you too transfixed
with your self anointed glory, richness and greatness -of
which you seem never to have enough to be able to declare
yourself satiated- to the point that you have corrupted your
mind to mindless detritus Should we change the name of "Planet
Earth" to "Planet Wall Street?")
(NOTE: the great photographer of this and other superb pictures
ended up committing suicide. I don't know why...)
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Never
again!
(Sexual abuse rapes the Self).
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Do
I have a chance?
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The
end of the road
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Forever
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Oh my God!
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There
aren't many angels left
in the city of Los Angeles
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"No
see"
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Broken
Self...
The "other" not yet discovered invisible Holocaust.
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